I don't want to post a depressing topic but have tried every avenue to snap out of it and have not succeeded. I feel alone and forgotten, perhaps this is just my addiction in it's death throws. I hope so. I'm riding out the misery and I know it will go. Sometimes it gets harder to work at it, it was getting easier, but now I just feel so sad that I am left in this mess, when truly from my heart I tried everything to make things work. I know I am not to blame, I was handicapped from the start, this is what dealing with a narc does to you.
Thanks for reading. You girls make a world of difference to me. It gives me courage knowing we are all on the path together. There is a comfort knowing I am not suffering alone. That sounds bad, I don't want any of us to suffer.