explain me this...
explain me this...
i can understand that when he was being nice it was a ploy and he was mirroring and manipulating. but there were a few times last spring that keep going through my head that don't make sense to me and keep me stuck.
when i got engaged and was obviously moving away from the N, he truly looked sick about it. it was the same time that i read alot about N's and would look at him and think he's insane and it scared me a little. he seemed just desperate to keep me. the engagement didn't work out for a lot of reasons and then he hoovered big time and it was just too tempting even tho i knew he couldn't have changed.
but my question is - the appearance of love sickness is hard to fake. he truly looked and seemed lost and desperate when he thought he lost me. he wrote emails describing what we did and how he felt. is it possible he really felt anything for that short time or was it just losing supply?
soon after we got together, he showed up with a jacket looking great, to meet my parents. and almost a year ago, we actually spent a wonderful day together on my birthday. sometimes i can't believe these times were faked. how does that work? is EVERYTHING a sham??
of course, a couple months after he got me back he D&D'd me in the worst way... 2 weeks NC tomorrow
Drug addicts exhibit the same
thanks all
I think it depends
The psychopath fakes
Why N seems desperate
Marissa, you are wonderful
PG...
Marissa and email folders
empath - email folder
Empath
Marissa what I am trying to
patience
Thanks Marissa...I appreciate
"he truly looked and seemed
You answered your own
I think they live in the
"Run away!"
Susan
Believe in yourself!
Terri
ur both right...
the thing is marissa
what a story mynewlife