This is exactly why ...

This is exactly why we talk so much about NC and NC by proxy and Fakebook snooping etc and NOT doing it. Because it causes PAIN. ANd SPINNING. And it feeds the addiction and you want MORE. So here I am, 4 months total NC. No contact, no internet snooping, NOTHING and that's how I want it. I have absoutely NO desire to have the slighest bit of information about him or what he's up to. NONE. I want to know NOTHING about him. As far as I'm concerned, he's dead to me (I wish he actually was but that's another story).

So here I am, on MY OWN Linked In profile. MY PROFILE and I was updating something and under the endorsement section on MY PROFILE is HIS picture. WTH??? He "endorsed" me on Linked in, many moons ago, but he never had a picture on his profile and though I deleted him as a contact FOUR months ago, it apparently didn't delete his endorsement of me. And now he has a pic up. Which he never had before. And the new pic is all about him getting supply. And now I want to click on his Linked In profile and search for him on FB to see if Mr. "I don't put a pic of myself on FB. Only people who are attention whores put pics of themselves up" has a pic of himself as a profile pic. I won't do it but I want to. And now I have this damn voice in my head wondering what he's up to. I DON'T CARE WHAT HE'S UP TO. THIS is exactly why we always say NO INTERNET SNOOPING. And now I sound like a loon. Terrific. And how do I get his pic OFF my profile???? I can't figure out how to delete his endorsement.