establishing No Contact
#1
Jul 18 - 6PM
establishing No Contact
I keep trying to tackle the No Contact step. It is definitely me making all of the contact at this point. I primarily talk to him on gmail chat and can't bring myself to block him. He is online most of the day and night. So when I know he is there it is really hard not to reach out to him.
I know that I am delusional about who I want him to be. He has been really honest with me lately and tells me that he doesnt want anything more than a friendship. So why cant I just let this go?
I have been drinking more than I normally do and then I attempt to have these heart felt chats with him. This is not a good combo and only makes him more frustrated. He doesnt drink and has no tolerance for me when I drink.
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dazedandconfused
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dazedandconfused
You can do this!
You are completely right. He
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I agree
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