Eating Disorders?

Anybody here develop these problems as a result of the abuse suffered from the Narc?

What happened, and how did you get a handle on it?

I'm beginning to consider that my current near obsession with fitness may be leading me down this road. I'm still getting by in other aspects of my life, but the training is pretty much all I want to do with my time, and it is eating into school work somewhat.

Doing homework is getting better, which I'm considering progress. A month ago at the start of this semester I couldn't do homework at all - I was too busy obsessing about the crap. I'm getting more time in now, but really not nearly enough. Fortunately I'm a smart guy, and can survive with not that much studying.

Been reading a bit, and watching videos on this compulsive exercising and how basically it is another form of bulimia. Dunno, just thinking I need to check myself before it gets out of hand. Wondering if anyone else has these issues.

I was in the habit of exercising a lot when I met Ex-N, was in fantastic shape. Then I allowed my time to be dominated by her needs, got too comfortable, let my training totally slide, and I got fat - which is something I really don't like. Then I get skidded with a nasty D&D - which of course is all her "stuff", but I have a hard time not thinking, "Oh, I got dumped because I got fat"

In other news . . .

I've just deleted all the old e-mails from "her", and blocked her e-mail. So now she'd have a hard time clawing at me, as all the doors are now closed. :)