Easter

I'm just coming to terms with the fact my ex is an N- this is very painful ad I still care fir her . We had been together for 4 years and in the beginning it was wonderful , guess they all are ! We met when I was 42 and she was 36 . She was everything I wanted , very kind , considerate and seeikgly caring with everyone - a very special girl. Everyone loved her , she waxveryclose to her family and friends. . After a year or soi began to see a different side to her , controling , a temper and violent. I had asked her to marry me ,we were planning to have children , nothing happened . Last year she turned 40 and things changed -shehad hit me fir a second time attach point I as ready to bail out - she then decided to have a child as a single mum and that was that! She lost the baby in feb and she has been giving me the silent treatment and anger since - I feel had by her- in her working life she is a pilot and was very rational - now Shea comletely the opposite ! Now ivecut all contact but of course feel awful !!!

Happy Narc Free Easter!! MP

Oh Happy, I am so glad you are not with your narc this Easter. He does not deserve you! I'm thrilled to hear you feel peaceful in the fact that you don't have to worry about him any longer. You don't! This year is all about you and your son. Enjoy your day today. You deserve it! To all those who celebrate Easter, here's a poem I found on-line that struck a chord with me. Author is unknown, but beneath the poem is a link to where I found it. Easter Is The Gift... Easter is the gift of HOPE Easter is the gift of PEACE Easter is the gift of LOVE Let us rejoice in Him, Who gives them all. May God bless you at Easter, And keep you all year through. May God give you all the faith it takes, To make your dreams come true. May His love and wisdom always help, To guide you on your way. May His light shine down upon you now, To bless your Easter Day. http://www.sassycats.com/easter_poems_stories.html