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#1 Jun 30 - 7AM
Scoop
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Drugs .

I had a bit of an ah ha moment this morning and i thought i would share it . Afer my conversation with my narcs best friend about my narc having a cannibis psycosis it dawned on me that my narc has been smoking cannibis non stop for a whole year . Now i was with him 2 years and the first year was crazy as he was a narc but managerble and drug free. but once he started smoking dope his abuse escalated to full mask off narcville .So the drugs made him 10 times worse . Its funny as i never put the two and two together , how could i have missed that .And heres what is realy strange when he was smoking dope all day and everyday he didnt seem any diffrent he never seemed stoned at all , thats proberly why i didnt equate the drugs to his behaviour . I cant smoke the stuff at all as it makes me panic ... He is not about to stop smoking i recon .. i just wonder how mad he will get ... and in a way i am a bit fearful that he could snap and come after me . I think if i had known he was psycotic i wouldnt have had a go at him on friday night for fear of narcissist rage . Since friday i have been very anxious . It has been all quite from him apart from his friend asking to meet me which he has used this friend before for hovering attempts . Why do i get the feeling that he will show up at any time ..What does psycosis do to people ? do you think i should be worryed ?
Scoop x

Jun 30 - 11AM
rainbow1
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Mine was opposite from

Mine was opposite from yours. He smoked the entire time that we were dating. Now that we are broken up he told me the other day that he doesnt smoke anymore. He wont say why he quit but just that he did. Maybe mine was so violent during our relationship because he smoked? I am not sure if there is the same correlation for everyone or not.

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Jun 30 - 8AM
baddream
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Smoking Narcs

Based on his hovering attempts he could show up at anytime. I understand your anxiety. Is there a way that you can not see him if he does? Keep the door locked, do not respond in any way? Mine would get high from the moment he woke to when he went to sleep. I am sure it contributed to his paranoia and psychotic break from reality. I could tell when he was not smoking because he seemed much sharper, but he was still a narc. I think the pot made him much worse, in terms of his delusions. Do you think maintaining contact with his best friend is a good idea? Is he a friend to you too? Do you think your N uses his friend to indirectly stay in contact with you? Maybe you need to do everything you can to separate yourself from N and his life.
Jun 30 - 8AM
NancyM
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Ur in the most vunerable stage rightnow.

I am going to send you a message, but I know you need something more! Honey, you are already giving so much good advice.... take ur own. Sometimes it is much clearer that whatever is happening to us, when u see it happening to someone else. The point is, we need to remember that we are as important as those we are trying to save, even if we forget it for a time.

Nevergoback

Jun 30 - 1PM (Reply to #2)
Steph
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NancyM

" Sometimes it is much clearer that whatever is happening to us, when u see it happening to someone else. The point is, we need to remember that we are as important as those we are trying to save, even if we forget it for a time." What a great way to put things! and So true!