Does anyone else dream about them

I dream about him every night. It's always the same. We are laying together & he's promising me the world. I wake with tears running down my face.

So each morning I start again. Reminding myself why he's no good for me & hoping that my subconscious will stop me dreaming of him yet again that night.

It feels like thoughts of him will never leave me. Even in my sleep he doesn't leave me.

I feel I'm sinking under my emotions today & as I have to face him at work tomorrow there is no respite & no space away from seeing him.

I think it's hitting home now. NC for 3 weeks. This is really it. It's over. And though I miss him desperately I won't go back. Time to really start afresh.