DO I HAVE AN ILLNESS?
DO I HAVE AN ILLNESS?
and i still feel like I love him. here are our e-mails for today ( after he called me & hung up on me) I copied and pasted-- just replaced our names. Please read and help!! why do i still feel like I wish I could "fix" it somehow? why do i still care? help me!!!! seriously!!! im losing myself in my thoughts.
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E-MAILS
(ME):
To follow-up on our last phone call this evening since you can't seem to speak to me with decency and respect I'm reverting back to e-mail as my only form of communication with you. I truly wish things were different but as a single parent I refuse to allow myself to be treated poorly, especially by my childs' father. I don't want him to hear/see me being upset and I certainly don't want him disrespecting women when he is older. If you need to reach me please e-mail me, no one deserves to be belittled. I have to set an example for my son. It shouldn't be this way.
Take Care
Pebblez
(exN/babydad):
Its really sad that you tell people stories & that they believe you because you pretend to be a victim of whatever case you choose you the day.. People as well as myself know that Ashton is the only one who is the victim & not you. Sorry that a normal conversation for you involves yelling, arguing etc.... Trying to have peace with you haven't been a walk in the park. On that note enjoy your night Pebblez….
(ME):
I could care less about people- Baby is the only Person that matters to me. I choose not to be anyone's victim. Showing emotion when something hurts you is not a sign of weakness. As a mother I will always care. I don't call you nor ask you for anything in regards to Ashton and I shouldn't have to. My son is no one's victim either. As long as he is happy and loved I truly could care less what "people" think. Please don't waste time e-mailing me about "people" it won't get a response. I'm living my life by bible principles now so the tone,speech and actions that took place 3 months ago aren't acceptable now. If I said anything in a harsh tone I'm sorry but I don't live my life that way anymore and I won't allow Ashton to think its acceptable to treat people that way; Everyone deserves respect. I know you understand.
Goodnight.
After a long relationship
Try to remember
Pebblez
"Managing your emotions"
Professors
A misogynist psychopath, too
He hooked you where it
Ending the dance
I agree with Another. She
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)
FREEDOM
Yep.. what's funny is how if
Pebblez
Hi pebblez
Nevergoback
I sent this e-mail before I
harangue
pebblez
Nevergoback