disordered

Thoughts are going through my head right now. The first thing is that my N who lost his job at my company has somehow slimed his way back in, so I may have contact with him. Ugh. All I can do is be professional right?

He thinks we are friends. That's the part that gets me. He has really been laying it on thick, what a great person I am, how fantastic I am, how deeply he cares about me what mind games I'm hearing from his proxy. Ha. I just walk away shaking my head. But instead of my usual delusions about him changing and us living happily ever after, I just feel a sense of doom at the thought of ever being in contact with him again. Lesson learned. He is disordered. That's the only answer to any question I have, I just have to get it completely through my thick head.

Why didn't he want me as the girlfriend? Because he is disordered
Why does he keep trying to be friends? Because he is disordered
Why does he keep trying to contact me? Because he is disordered.
Why does he behave this way? Because he is disordered.

And the list goes on.

The mods have been 100% spot on with everything, even though a lot of it has been difficult to accept. They predicted that freaks move every step of the way . So thank you mods!