DID YOURS EVER DO THIS?
DID YOURS EVER DO THIS?
I think back to all the lies and trickery, you will love some of these responses I got:
when will I see you again? When you are in front of me
Do you miss me? Constantly
You are soo cute sometimes, Oh I know, afterall I am ME
Why havent I heard from you for days? I have been busy, you know I work and when I am on duty catching bank robbers, rescuing cats from trees, clearing streets from riots, (such a pillar to the community isnt he) taking care of my mom who has cancer (oh by the way he told me she had 5 months to live and that was 10 months ago)
Why cant you ever take time off for me? My vacations are put in ahead of time, and It would be hard to explain to my girlfriend time away from her, I am accountable to her you know for my time (ya right) and she is always over here at my house (gee this was the same girlfriend that he expressed the relationship wasnt really going anywhere, when I called him on it he got mad and said I dont need to listen to this shit)
You will love this one, whenever I told him look this isnt working, you obviously are just not interested in me so its best we part and i will release you to the life you prefer, he would tell me I was emotional, multiple personality, insecure, crazy, or on the rag told me to call him back when my period was over, I was a depressed person and after he talked to me he wanted to slash his wrists and I brought him down so much, told me I was never happy,
Another good one, If I werent in a current relationship I would steal you from your husband and we would be together forever... (ya right so you could treat me like you do her, I can hardly wait) So you can call other women and masturbate on the phone to them, meet them at motels behind my back, have me shack up with you part time, take me to the policemans ball so you look normal, so i can devote 8 years of my life and love to a man who can never love. I can hardly wait to play that role.
Here is a little free insight from my $$$$$ and extensive counseling I received for over a year for one and all, if some of it applies to you I am glad it helped. Thru all this I lost weight, my job of 6 years, in the beginning I had to take a Family medical leave from the trauma because I couldnt function, I was put on a mild sedative for anxiety and of course counseling twice a week. Little did the freak know as he was charming and conning me I was reporting his behavior to a professional. Now according to the professionals they ARE NOT MENTALLY SICK, but highly disturbed, mmmm whats the difference I suppose its because they still can function, and blend into society some mentally ill people cant function in society, I still say they are boarder line mentally sick but we wont get into fancy psycho names they are who they are. When we are discarded and/or put on a shelf for future supply and they are off seeking new and fresh prey we must remember something, (counselors advise) beauty, talent, intellegence, all the good qualities we may have even though that is what initially they are attracted to - its never enough to sustain them, they really dont want companionship as we do, they hunt some prey is more attractive (a bonus) and some arent really doesnt matter if in the end it gets them what they are after. When we become nothing more than a maintainance job with too many questions they put us on a shelf (might need us again when they are at a low) they are off promising a dream to someone else, oh they will give you a lethal dose of their charm and sex to keep us around and they hate nothing more than to do this its a chore for them. Thats the cycle of their lives. I have cried bitter tears sitting on that shelf almost as if to say, when is it my turn again oh great one. I am no longer on that shelf when he goes to reach for me but they all have ALOT of back ups for their addiction. We all have to get off that shelf its no place to be
breaking away
its me cindy
cin aka cindy
cindy
A chore
So Sorry to Hear about that
cindi
do you mean