did something stupid

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#1 Sep 26 - 7PM
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did something stupid

okay, i know better but i have to vent. okay, as most of yallt know, narc and i are legally married , we have a child, he pays my health insurance and still pays my phone bill, we have a shared account, no, i don;t stalk it, never did, however i went out for my walk, i am very much pmsing and i just got angry at how much of a dick he was. i thought about the last 2 years we were together how there would be over 3000 text messages on our bill each month, at the time he said it was "people at work" that is how DUMB i was. anywho, i just texted my phone to see how many messages have been sent on the account, it was about 400 which is what me annd him averaged for the first 9 years of our marriage.

so, it got me spinning. he moved ow ( his cheating partner, a coworker and also married ) her moved her into our house with her 3 kids......

anyhow, the fact that i saw how many messages there were made me realize that they have "settled down" a bit. so i sent him the following message

not so exciting anymore.LOL

btw, i never USE LOL , it is something he always did and it annoyed me, but he didn't text back

what i am trying to say is that it serves no purpose, i guess i am taunting him ( in my mind) if he replies i will delete. we only text about our child.

being lonely, pmsing, and stressing about this new job caused me to slip up. just confessing.

this ends now and ended after i hit send.

Sep 27 - 7AM
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thanks for the reply. this

Sep 26 - 8PM
Laci423
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Sep 26 - 8PM
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