Detox duration??

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#1 Aug 20 - 1PM
Marksax's picture

Detox duration??

So, it will be 8 weeks this coming weekend since I imposed no contact. I have observed it rigorously but I'm still not feeling better. I have good days and bad days but I'm not feeling like I'm any further forward in getting her out if my system.. To make things worse, my subconscious seems to be conspiring against me! Last week I had two very vivid dreams about her (she was being horrible to me in them) which makes me feel like I've actually seen her. Things feeling raw all over again. She is on holiday this week which I know because I would have been going too. A little cottage by the sea which was booked before I went NC. It's a place we both love so of course I can't stop thinking about how much I'd love to be there..
I was in the devalue discard cycle for a number of years so I'm not expecting miracles with my recovery but surely I should be feeling abit better by now??

Apr 19 - 10AM
Domo's picture

On your way

Aug 24 - 5AM
Luv2bme's picture

A long and bumpy road..

Aug 24 - 4AM
Empatheticmale's picture

Now its about you

Aug 22 - 9PM
Done sourcing
Done sourcing's picture

I was in mine for 14 years or

Aug 22 - 12PM
BlairoRoberto's picture

On your way

Aug 21 - 4PM
Marksax's picture

Thank you all so much for

Aug 21 - 3PM
Journey's picture

Congrats on 8 weeks NC! As

Journey on...

Aug 21 - 12AM
Julialouisa's picture

Remain NC

Aug 20 - 10PM
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Aug 20 - 4PM
thebigpayback's picture

8 weeks? Seriously? Everyone

Aug 20 - 3PM
Hunter's picture

8 weeks is not a long time. I