Degradation

This is my theme for the day. I am starting to see how he degraded me in so many ways. It is so painful to accept that this guy was not in my corner. I didn't realize that I was still denying some of that until yesterday. Someone wrote a post that triggered some realizations as to how I was degraded sexually and made to believe the behavior was "hot". I am now seeing it for what it was. I was degraded in every way possible. He was intimidated that i was superior to him in many ways. He never took any type of interest in ANYTHING I did. When I talked about my business, he said I was boring him but we could talk about the exciting topic of someone parking too close to him ad nauseaum. If I got upset about anything he would say "what's wrong with you" as opposed to "what's wrong". Nothing is wrong with me fucker -- you are the fucked up one.