On this day, two years ago....

was the first time that he treated me like crap & the beginning of a long, hellish nightmare that I fought with everything I had to get out of. I'm pretty triggered today by this date & hoping by sharing here I will be ok today.
On this day, two years ago, N turned down my request to be physically intimate after months of nonstop daily communication and three dates. When I suggested we go somewhere to be alone while we were at a beach, he looked at me like I had said the most shocking thing ever, told me he had no idea what I was talking about & dropped me off at my car. I was so in shock that I did not react until the next day. I have NEVER been more humiliated in my entire life. This was the point where I should have ran and never looked back. I literally shudder when I visualize that situation. I honestly & truly hate him for that!!