Day 5 NC

Day 5 NC. I NEVER want to speak to or see him again! Instead of secretly hoping for a hoover like in the past, I dread him ever contacting me and pray he never does. All theblame I was putting on myself and letting him dump on me is slowly being lifted. He did post a message on my daughters FB, I told her I am not going to make her remove him, but that I do not want her ever speaking to him about me.. And that she cannot go to his apt again because he has a drinking problem. I have been blessed with a sister who offered to help me move to the town she lives in.. And going to start looking for new apt. I can't wait to start life over. It's a new beginning! I know it's only day 5, but I can't believe how much clearer I am! I love this place and everyone who has helped me get to this point!!