CRUMBS

I told Goldie this during our one one one, we think that these narcs are the greatest because they throw us a CRUMB and we blow it up 10 times like its the greatest thing ever because they throw these crumbs so far and few in between. When I start romanticizing all those "gush-able" moments or the beginning of the "relationship,". I started thinking that most of the time I was crying, like everyday and in-between I was so anxious if I said the right thing or how do I prove to him my worth---again"