Confusion
Confusion
I was with my N on and off for 3 years. I worked the first 6 months of our relationship and haven't worked since. He knows I am in a financial bind & he helps me out every now and then. About 6 weeks ago he was preparing for a police officer conference & went to the airport to take care of something. He needed a ride back and called me so of course I went to the rescue. I barrowed my moother's car because I had a head light out. On the way I got into an accident and totaled my mother's car. I spoke to him when I was on the way to the hospital around 8pm. He called me that morning at 5am after he made it to where he was going. I didn't here from him again until the next day. I was physically hurt but not to the point where they kept me in the hospital. I asked him why he hadn't called sooner and how he could just proceed with his trip and not be concerned about me. He sat in silence and never heard form him again until 2 days after he returned. He text and asked if I needed anything. I told him I needed some cash and gas in my car. We met 2 days later and he gave me $100 and filled my gas tank and didn't here from him for a week. There have alwasys been times when he would be a total ass to me, turn around and help me, then proceed with being an ass. I don't get it and I constantly ask myself if he doesn't love me why does he help me? I honestly would love him anyway....
I think you DO need to start
Maybe you are getting ready