I did look into the BPD issue, and some of it fits my CN, but my N is not prone to being clingy and empty to that degree. He doesn't harm himself either such as cutting, etc. So, BPD doesn't seem to fit. I had a girlfriend that had BPD. She always called me 5 times a day saying she felt like suicide and how very empty she felt. She was ultra insecure and very clingy but intelligent. I gave up that toxic relationship recently. Thanks for your reply and the info. about running women off. It sounds right..
I think they are aware that they are Fucked up.how the mamange to get from point A to point B not sure..
They have very deep insecurities ...readin thru your thead I see you are having revelation after revelation..
High Five Virginia..
Hunter
Thanks Hunter, I do think I am getting closer to closure for...
Thank you Hunter,
I do think I am having the final rush of thoughts come to my mind, as I come closer to a possible closure for myself. Thanks for your noticing this and letting me know that. That encourages me to stay strong. I have noticed how my N sometimes seemed to be more relaxed with his guard down, and then other times he seemed suspicious and anxious when nothing was happening...makes me wonder...
said on more than one occasion that when he got tired of his ex girlfriends, he would be so mean & hateful they would leave. I remember pointing out to him how that was so passive/aggressive & chickenshit. Of course I was so special he would never do that to me. Yeah right....I stuck around until he discarded me.
My ex-narc would look sullen, depressed, cry. He would tell me how he self loathes when he looks in the mirror. Poor pitiful thing....then later same day a friend sees him with OW laughing it up. These guys are soooo underbaked.
I did look into BPD but...
I think they are aware that
Thanks Hunter, I do think I am getting closer to closure for...
My Narc
I can't believe...