Christmas blues
Christmas blues
I know that he is a disordered , manipulating deceitful liar.
I know that he does not care and probably never did.
I know that he is probably spending this holiday season with someone else.
Still it hurts that I no longer exist, to him..
I have stayed away from fb in over a week now
but I guess I hoped that he would at least acknowledge my existence with Christmas Greetings. But he didn't. Mr oh so charming would send best wishes to every man and his dog. But not me. Why? ..because he knows how much that hurts me.
He purposely hurt me many times. Very subtle and passive aggressively, but it was there.
Why me the one who loved him
he did not even try to build a relationship or resolve any issues
Why? because he lied. He did not care I did not mean so much to him in fact I meant less than nothing to him
and all he ever did was make me feel bad about myself.
I hoped for the impossible I hoped that he would show some kind of emotion some kind of sign that he did not lie.
Yeh right...
I hope that this feeling passes quickly. Because I know better.
Merry Christmas to all of you and I hope that it is a happy peaceful one or at least peaceful without thoughts of him ( or her ) constantly intruding.
They do not deserve to even be in our thoughts.
Christmas Blues
And this is where we look
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Hi Masquerade
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