Changing tactic

Now he is changing tactic. Im working to keep the contact to as little as possible and only about child. I still need work at it. Next week he asked for time with son. My lawyer said dont let him come to the house. I couldnt get it worked out to exchange son in a neutral place. Well he started in. I cant be trusted, its all my fault, etc, etc, etc. I know i shouldnt have but i let him have it.

I said that is enough. I want out of this and away from you. I told him this is a relationship that Im not loved, my needs are not met, nor am I care for and havent been in a long time. I said its over. Its about me and son. I dont trust you and if you think I believe a word you say then I hate to tell you I DONT. I dont care what you do nor do I want to know about your life. Keep it to son and son only.

Now he is being nice and telling me to have fun with son and he is sorry. huh? the damage has been done. Please keep your fingers and toes crossed I can make it thru the next 16 days until we go to court. If he thinks being nice will get him out of paying me oh im sorry i left my stupid sign with him. sorry i had to vent and it felt good. Im going to take my life back from him.