Can't stop crying
Can't stop crying
I don't understand why I am reacting this way, but I can't stop crying. I am crying because now that STBXNH lost his job, he lost everything. He lost our house, it is up for sale, his wife, his kids, his job....everything!!! The part of me that loves him is just overwhelmed with sadness for him. I mean, maybe he doesn't see any of this as a loss because he still has his GF, but if I were in his shoes, I would be so lost.
It is funny, I think back over the last couple of years, and the moment he kissed this other woman, his life has completely unraveled. I guess it is considered a loss if you put importance on wife, kids, house, friends, job. All they have now is eachother!
It is like the alcoholic who can't stop drinking. He looses his wife, his kids, his job, his house, and he still keeps drinking. He still can't see that it is the alcohol that has caused him to loose everything. He clings to his alcohol like it is the support instead of realizing that it is his demise.
STBXNH and GF have lost so much for their "true love." It just feels so pathetic and sick. I just am astonished at the destruction the two of these sick people have caused, and the two of them have both lost the most.
Mallory
Mallory
mallory
Crying Releases Endorphins!
Mallory
I do not know if you have
mariline
Mariline
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nolongercontrolled
telling off