Can I ask you all something?
Can I ask you all something?
Do any of you think that I will ever stop being so up and down? right now, im so down, so missing him and missing someone to share the good news about my interview with, so sad that hes cooking dinner for her while my daughter and i fend for ourselves. so damn sad that he couldnt love me and our children enough to get rid of this whore, before she forced my hand and gave me no alternative but to throw him out. i know, hes a liar, a cheater, cruel and heartless, but theres that mask he wears so much, that i miss that illusion, i miss him cooking and taking care of the mundane..and just having his big lug body here, is it crazy, yes, but the pain still lingers on and off, will it ever go away, will i ever stop pining for the illusion, and love myself enough to know he will never change, not for me, for her or for anyone? i pray he doesnt love her, and that his narcississm over takes any real emotions he could have for her, as he couldnt have any real ones for me...............just sad tell me it will go away................
Dear Jaycee
dear jaycee
Jaycee
jaycee my heart goes out to u !
jaycee my heart goes out to u
Jaycee
Old Fat Used Up Pig...
jaycee
jaycee
Jaycee
dear Jaycee