broke nc but the lesson was swift and absolute

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#1 May 16 - 7AM
poslight
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broke nc but the lesson was swift and absolute

Just wanted to express my feelings that IT is a liar, cheat, user, cruel person and to say "enjoy your good laugh at having hurt a decent person, you piece of sh**." Got back smug, evasive denial and more lies. The only way it helped was to realize it's no different than buying a doll that says "mama" when you pull the string and keep pulling the string waiting for it to suddenly quote Shakespeare. There's no point in any contact, no honesty, no real conversation to be had - at least it served that purpose - to accept that the next time I want to acquire some horsesh**, I'll just go to the farm and get a bag of manure. No different than the crap that was being said back to me. It was ridiculous, I sat on the phone just laughing helplessly and rolling my eyes like "this thing can't be human, I really cannot believe this crap". I can only assume IT must believe it's own crap in order to successfully sell it to other, new and unsuspecting prey. I read a lot about NPD and they just cannot admit to themselves how bad they really are. I also read something valuable on another website. It said at some point to STOP reading, blogging, speaking about and focusing on narcissism because the law of attraction in the universe will bring to you that which you are putting the energy of your thoughts. Time to focus on the good qualities I want to attract and pray for the insight and strength to not fall victim to another predator. If/when IT reaches out, the only good, effective response is none at all - delete any texts without reading (it's lies anyway), don't pick up the call and don't acknowledge it under any circumstances.

May 16 - 11AM
Jax
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wow

May 16 - 12PM (Reply to #7)
poslight
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Reason to eventually stop focus on narcissism

May 16 - 10AM
spinning
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As we say all the time...

spinning

May 16 - 12PM (Reply to #5)
poslight
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But

May 16 - 10AM (Reply to #4)
Deidre99
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yes, so true

May 16 - 10AM
HelpMeHeal
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Wow....

May 16 - 7AM
sweetpeasarah
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Well said