Brave Little Girl
Brave Little Girl
I have a seven year old daughter with N. I've been a member of this forum for over 2 yrs but inactive for about a year. I've been well over all but I still find it healing to post and read and recognize Ns are sick.....not us!
Anyway, I wanted to share something that has been bothering me that happened recently.
My daughter and I went on a short vacation during my court awarded one uninterrupted week per summer with her this past week. We went with my BF of several months whom she and I both trust. We all had a wonderful time during the vacation, laughing and being carefree. At the end of the vacation we were to take my daughter directly to her dad at 8 o'clock on Friday night. During the 3 hour drive home, my daughter (D) became increasingly anxious, stating she did not want to go see her N father, why did she have to go, how long did she have to be with him? Why can't she just stay with Mommy?
She normally does not act like this and I just chalk it up to the fact that the pattern of custody had been changed up (she was with me for a whole week) and I reassured her that she would have fun at her dad's like she always does. I wanted her to know that I would be just fine while she was with him for a couple of days, just like normal. She became more and more nervous, the closer we got. She hugged her teddy bear and held her blanket tighter and (well, you just know when your child is nervous).
But guess what? As soon as we got to our destination to meet N.....D put on a brave face, gave me a hug but would NOT look me in the eye, told BF good bye hesitantly as though saying good bye to a drill instructor, with her head down, then I saw her put on the bravest face I've ever seen...like putting on armor....I could just see it....she took Ns hand and walked off with him like a little robot.....ready to do as he commands.
I know how she feels....she is under his spell. Under his control. He says nothing....she just knows. Around N, he is king, you are always to be in a good mood around him, you are always to make him feel exceptional.....she is to make him feel like he's an amazing father.....just as I was to make him feel like he was an amazing husband. Nevermind the fact that he should not have to do anything to earn these titles.
Has anyone ever seen this kind of mask on their child(ren)? It worries me.....I know I just need to reassure her that everything is fine and listen to her concerns, validate her. I'm also seeing her timidity as she is in school now. Around other kids, she seems to be backing down more than she used to.....not sticking up for herself. Any thoughts?
Thank you everyone
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