birthday brainstorm
birthday brainstorm
As I was driving home from work tonight I started talking to myself, (I love those alone times in my car) One of the first things I said was "How could I have been so stupid? And it hit me, what if I was stupid, or mentally handicapped would it have mattered? Would that have made it right for them to do what they did to us? OF COURSE NOT, and of course we arent stupid but my point being, when it comes to matters of the heart are we all intellectuals? OF COURSE NOT. Love can make us foolish, blind, unaware, love can sometimes hinder our thinking,love can make us feel intoxicated, love can make the world look pretty damn good, and it feels pretty damn good too being in love and finding that special person that is just right for you. Over time love is put to the test; after the novelty wears off, some make it and some realize it wasnt what they thought it was. But never never never because we were stupid, we were simply in love. I will always remember that, what I thought was love with my Psychopath, we sure discovered something much more that the norm when our novelty wore off didnt we? I dont have to tell you what each and every one of us discovered, but it all was the same thing, we were with a pathological person and the reasons why they did what they did to us are evident, documented right there in all the psychology handbooks. But one thing is for sure, it was never never because we were blind or stupid it was because we were simply in love, and we should all be proud of what we gave of ourselves, how we were able to love is what I am getting at. He is gone but I still carry all that love inside me and know what I am capable of giving in my heart to another, imagine how grand if someday, when the time is right another giving the same love in return to us. Maybe its not such a brainstorm or great thinking on my part but I am really tired of thinking how dumb I was for being so conned, that is so untrue, none of us should ever think that way, because we were the normal human beings that simply fell in love.
You were never stupid the
Carolyn and Fairy Wings
cynthia you're a star
how true
Hi cynthia
ellen and cynthia
It was never a case of being
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