bad two days...i am in denial
bad two days...i am in denial
i do not want to love him or miss him. i want to get to where my head and heart are together. i want him to tell me why he did this to me. but he will no talk to me. he has decided to talk to his ex who he narc'd also the "truth". why? i am the one who was in the relationship with him???? i am nauseous, depressed, sad... it is so very hard to get past all this negative stuff. i imagine him telling her lies about me... like he told me lies about her. or maybe he is telling about his shattered childhood which is why he acts this way. or apologizing to her for his bad behavior towards her... but why won't her talk to me. i cursed him out by texting. him.. he only responded thanks. for some reason i cannot at this point stay NC... i am feeling devastated.
It does not matter why he did
Veedoll
this is so hard
thank you
remember
Write it all out in a
touching!
This is exactly what I did to get it out