That Awful Feeling Again

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#1 May 22 - 9PM
BtrflyGrl
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That Awful Feeling Again

I am going to repost this here as I think my comment may have been out of sync with the original thread.

Here comes that awful feeling again. Indeed the breaks inbetween are becoming longer. I am trying to read and read and read and do my assignment for group (forgiving myself). I can't find any words to do that right now. I am just sitting here sobbing. I'm not even real clear on what about. I'm just sooo sad and hurt. I don't even know what I'm feeling. Do I miss the fantasy him? Am I mad at myself for getting into this mess? Am I wanting a bandaid? I want to let it out but then I don't want to feel sorry for myself, I just want to get better. I feel so broken right now. How cruel and inhumane are these bastards? It's fucking ridiculous. Knowing I'm like this right now would give him so much satisfaction, makes me even sicker. It's too early to go to bed. I don't know what's going on. Thanks for listening.

BtrfyGrl

May 22 - 11PM
lali876
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Im there almost

May 22 - 10PM
TarHeelBlue
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You and I

May 22 - 9PM
Empowered_Empath
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{{hugs}} Btrflygrl

May 22 - 9PM
sharlenemorgan
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Awhhhhhh man sucks. Cry huge

May 22 - 9PM (Reply to #3)
BtrflyGrl
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Cry Huge!

May 22 - 10PM (Reply to #4)
TarHeelBlue
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Oh, honey,

May 22 - 11PM (Reply to #5)
BtrflyGrl
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Thank you THB

May 22 - 9PM (Reply to #2)
sharlenemorgan
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Been there