That Awful Feeling Again
That Awful Feeling Again
I am going to repost this here as I think my comment may have been out of sync with the original thread.
Here comes that awful feeling again. Indeed the breaks inbetween are becoming longer. I am trying to read and read and read and do my assignment for group (forgiving myself). I can't find any words to do that right now. I am just sitting here sobbing. I'm not even real clear on what about. I'm just sooo sad and hurt. I don't even know what I'm feeling. Do I miss the fantasy him? Am I mad at myself for getting into this mess? Am I wanting a bandaid? I want to let it out but then I don't want to feel sorry for myself, I just want to get better. I feel so broken right now. How cruel and inhumane are these bastards? It's fucking ridiculous. Knowing I'm like this right now would give him so much satisfaction, makes me even sicker. It's too early to go to bed. I don't know what's going on. Thanks for listening.
BtrfyGrl
Im there almost
You and I
{{hugs}} Btrflygrl
Awhhhhhh man sucks. Cry huge
Cry Huge!
Oh, honey,
Thank you THB
Been there