attempting to change!
attempting to change!
Thursdays are my night out with my friends. We usually go to dinner and get drinks. Tonight I am staying home. Trying to change so bad patterns I have picked up mostly with drinking and breaking NC. So tonight I am staying home and cleaning out my closet. Feels good to change the energy and direction of my life:)
I had accupuncunture today again. She put the needle in my arm that is the pericardium site that protects my heart. I nearly jumped off the table. It hurt throughout my body. She had to take the point out. Also she left some other heart strengthening points. The entire time I laid there it felt like I was wearing an extremely tight bra. And flashes of my ex kept going by in my head. I then pictured his white house and I could see the numbers on his read 1666. I have no idea what his house address really is. But I took the 666 out of it to possibly recognize the evil of it all.
Dazed and confused
I just got involved with the same N for the second time.
What was I thinking? Because I have put myself back to the same point where I am blaming myself again. And for what?
I want to get rid of these feelings again.
CONTINUE YOUR THURSDAY NIGHT
So cool!
At this point I have been
Oh and I forgot my friend
Dazed
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