Anger & Revenge

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#1 Mar 7 - 11AM
Needtobedone
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Anger & Revenge

Woah - what a morning! Pardon the vent here, but I just have to get this out -

After receiving press releases through a mailing list (one I had forgotten about and hadn't blocked), detailing his New Supply's success and even sharing photos of them together, I am on a rollercoaster of anger.

I am committed to NC - and yes, I've blocked that work address and the New Supply's as well so I can't get any more press releases! But boy, do I want to tell him off right now. To reclaim my strength in that way would feel great. But I won't because I know that it would probably somehow, in some twisted way, become validation in his own mind for discarding me.

I also really want to warn this new woman, although I know she wouldn't hear it. It is just so very painfully obvious that he has her way up high on that idealized pedestal right now, as she foots the bill while they jet set around. This guy hasn't had a job in years, he has NOTHING, except a smile, charm, poetry, flattery, and attention. All the tricks of the trade to get a new supply all primed. It's maddening because she seems like a very very sweet, vulnerable, soul. I hate knowing what is coming her way. And I'd love to rip up the track of his new supply train!
But again, I won't do it. Not just because she won't listen, but because it would become fodder for him to further his cause with her.

Instead, I think I will put on some VERY LOUD music and dance and clean. That's a much healthier approach!
Thanks for listening everyone...

Mar 8 - 1PM
solidground
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I get that way, too... I have

Mar 8 - 11AM
Needtobedone
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I love...

Mar 8 - 7AM
thebigpayback
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i liked what spinning said.

Mar 7 - 11PM
shock and awe.some
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N2BD, I feel your anger

Mar 7 - 12PM
Janie53
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Needtobedone

Mar 7 - 10PM (Reply to #6)
shock and awe.some
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That's so cute Janie

Mar 8 - 12PM (Reply to #8)
Walkingonsunshine
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P storm and the narcettes !

Mar 8 - 11AM (Reply to #7)
Janie53
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S&A

Mar 7 - 12PM (Reply to #5)
Iwasfooledbyyou
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I love this post Janie. You

Mar 7 - 11AM
talktothehand
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Needtobedone

Mar 7 - 11AM
spinning
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Ahh...needtobedone...

spinning

Mar 7 - 12PM (Reply to #2)
PinkPeony
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Spinning

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