and the hoovers continue

So as you all know from my recent posts, ex has been hoovering lately. As a matter a fact, everyday for the past week. Yesterday when he dropped off our son, S was crying like crazy saying daddy don't go, stay! I want you and mommy together. I want you to sleep here. Don't go! I tended to my son, did what i could to make him feel better. Ex kept asking "is he still doing this? is he still upset when i leave? is he upset when I am not around?" well DUH!! I ignored the ex until he yelled, "are you going to answer me?" I said yes, our son gets upset. That's all I said.

Ex continued to walk around my house, looking like a lost soul, confused on what he should do. He sat on the floor and just looked at our son. I can tell he was starting to feel like a piece of shit. So I asked him to leave. I asked him to leave for 10 minutes until he finally walked out the door.

It's crazy how the ex doesn't realize the effect on our son. What a bastard he is. I know our son will know the truth about his father, but in his own way. I never talk bad about the ex in front of my son. There is never a time that I would say or do anything like that.

So this morning at 9am, I get a text from ex regarding something about work. First of all, its 9am, on a sunday, before x-mas. Shouldn't you be laying in your bed, with your wife, enjoying your honeymoon. I guess not. I guess you are sitting there in the pity party that you got yourself into because now you have no job, and are broke. With the attempts you have made to try to continue the business, I know that you are royally fucked and I don't care. I won't waste a single ounce of energy worrying about your future and finances. Leave me alone! I have told you to leave me alone, for months, in the past. And all you get lately from me is silence!!

Ahhhh, it feels good to get this out ;-)