All the lies.....
All the lies.....
I had a conversation with a mutual friend of my now exNH. They work together, and she and I have been friends for a very long time, and we confide in each other, she is really only an acquaintance with N thru work, anyway, she told me what he is telling people at his place of work, I know all of these fine folks too, and it is one lie after another. A few things he said that have bothered me are that "he couldn't think of the last time I rolled over in bed and just even touched his back". AND, "I don't think she ever really wanted to be married, just have kids". These things have confused me a bit I will admit. After the marriage started, early on, the abuse started, and I literally spent ALL my time protecting my kids from the emotional abuse. I sugar coated over a lot, and I am confused because we always wanted him to do stuff with us, go places with us, but he NEVER wanted to. It was too much for him. He would come and go and I was just there.And when we did get home, he refused to talk to any of us and was angry because we werent home. What? So, I guess I didn't feel like rubbing his back or touching it in bed because he was not a nice person. Very confusing. We had sex regularly. That wasn't an issue. He also said that he wished that I had more 'self confidence' to prance around him in the bedroom in sexy lingerie.....I could have done that, fine, I have taken care of myself physically because God help you with a N is you are not in perfect shape, but I didn't FEEL like prancing for him. I had 3 kids on the other side of the door that were hungry for breakfast. And I am a confident person. Screw him. He also explained that he and I have different ideas and wants on how to spend time with the kids. He said, "you know, she likes to take the kids to the zoo" and I like to sit with them in my recliner with the remote and watch t.v together. WHAT??????????? This info is helping me to see what a selfish SOB he is. Thank you my dear friends for listening. You are all my lifeline. If I could have a giant party and have you all over I would. What a fun party that would be!!!!
They love to triangulate!
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