Aargh!
Aargh!
I am ANGRY! I am ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, let me tell you.
By the way, I have done on my email all that Barbara advised. Besides, I have ensured my PC with two powerful firewall, and I have put three different alternative emails, one of it is of my leader in church who is also a policeman, I will always be able to get my password back.
But today I have discovered something else.
When our story finished, in August, I retired in myself. I stayed completely alone and cut off ANYONE, except my leaders in the church, a young and loving couple who I trust with all my soul. I have always been active in politics, it has always been one of my interests, but I let it aside until a couple of months ago. I used to write on a polytical forum on which I had tons of virtual friends. I have always considered that forum a bit like my home: I attended it for years, I knew anybody personally and was good friend with.....but I completely stopped writing on it and visiting it.
I was too sad.
Some days ago I bumped into one of my old friends from the forum. I gave him my new email. He wrote me : we missed you. And there was also your ex harassing us.........
I asked: WHAT?
He gave me a link.
He had created a completely fake self. The irony is that he created this identity when we were still happy together.....keeping it active. It has been impressive to see how he has been able to deceive anyome, me included for first, for months.
But when I stopped writing, he continued, thinking I was there to read ( which I was not.....hehehehehehe! and he realized it )
He created a thread named "Troubles with women". He wrote about our story, ALL THE DETAILS!!!!!!!AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
No wonder in "his" vision it was all my fault. I did this and that, all false and distorted.
The webmaster noticed something strange at a certain point about his server ( he is an informatic counselor, do you remember ? ) his connection seemed strangely slow. Anyway.....
He kept bragging how he missed sex with me ( SCREW YOURSELF! PIG!!!!!!! YOU DREAM OF IT!!!!)
But how I was needy, not able to stay alone, so confused as I "even" went to a clarvoyant ( yes once I did it. Already 1,000 times repented in front of Jesus, then in front of myself for the waste of time and money). He kept saying how I was hypocrite and false then.
I ALLOW NOONE TO JUDGE MY FAITH!!!! MY FAITH IS SACRED TO ME!!!! IT IS SOMETHING BETWEEN ME AND MY GOD. HE IS NOBODY TO JUDGE!!!!NOBODY!!!!!!
But the last blow was in the last post, on the last 9th of January. He had been exposed by my friends, in particular by one, who is also dying of cancer. She wrote him : you talk of trobles with women, but you keep listing the faults of your ex. It must be two to tango. What are you? A pure soul?
He answered, I am not pure, neither perverted, but I am the pureness of perversion.OMG!
Well, this friend of mine exposed him telling him she had guessed who he was and that he was fake. He wrote : she reported me, but I reported her. And he disappeared.
After less than a month, on the last February, he cracked my email and facebook profile.
He reported ME? And for what on earth he reported ME?
I am curious about it. Not scared. I will fight him until I have a breath left. And I am ANGRY!!!!!!
I HATE HIM!!! GOD, LISTEN MY CRY!!!!!!!
Oh Mariline
Mariline
Mariline
The Grinch
validation for you Mariline