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It's day 36, I just went to check my email and he obviously figured out I blocked his email because he made a new one. Two emails from him this morning.

Ugh, this fucking sucks, I need strength to not respond.

The last time I broke NC was at the 36 day point. Coincidence? Doesn't matter....I just need to HOLD ON to my pride, dignity, and whatever shreds of self esteem I might have. I'll block that email too and start reading the blogs....

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