I swear I'm turing into a headcase...lol...Once i think I've nailed it,I haven't..its like this rubix-cube and I'm about to throw the damn thing against the wall..
shortway & this rubix-cube and I'm about to throw the damn thing
GOOD!
Throw it, and throw it hard! Anger is BEautiful!
~~~ Keep Learning & Keep Healing ~~~
~~~~~ The best revenge is to survive and be victorious over it. Nobody can take from you what you don't give them, --she said, (taken from my final remarks in a Sync Weekly Magazine article about my art and mySelf
~~~ Keep Learning & Keep Healing ~~~
~~~~~ The best revenge is to survive and be victorious over it. Nobody can take from you what you don't give them.
I'm just coming to grips with him destructing,us,me,everythng now to rubble..For someone to say they didnt do things for you,when they did,that yo weren't together as long as you really were..then to demean you,toss the relationship,toss you,in a blink..I have a hard time w/that......I'm solid and loyal...He is just showing his N these past mths..It's an adjustment..All it took was new supply for him to forget,shred everything..pathetic..He di tell me once"you don't know me,when I get angry..it's really me upset inside..so maybe this anger is him hurting..i could only hope he hurt an ounce of how i hurt(happy breisis,i'm talkng about my hurt):)...lol...i'm going to bed before I get run-down more than I already am today from this crap i got handed to me...:(
yes it is madness..His real "supply" is coming back from vacation and I'm mad that I let him have supply from me in the meantime...I"m going to SLEEEPPPPPPPPP :)
Stop trying to drive him crazy!! Who are you, his guardian angel? An agent of God in his life? This is madness. Get down off your pedestal woman! Mind your own business tonight :) Do something good for yourself. Don't even GO there that you need to hear he's suffering so you can SLEEP, I know you feel like a headcase tonight but you don't have to BE one :D
Booooooo!!!!..noone is going to knock me off my pedestal..he's been trying to do that for a month..not happening...He'll never suffer..Just wishful thinking
It is futile. Like trying to put a fire out by putting gasoline on it. Only makes it worse. Revenge for you is getting outta there. Away from him. Then you will be successful. Failure is staying with them.
Ok not suffering....but at least feeling//...he has exhibited NO feelings whatsoever in 2mths...He even denied leaving me notes on my car/sending flowers to me..denied past love he gave me..thats a new one...So yeah i want him to feel for once!
you want them to feel....but they cant :( im crying. tearsssss they cant feel, swallowing, they cant FEEL. They have nothing, they are fake. As he would say in a text message to me, FULL STOP.
what did he mean by full stop. Just curious as I would be texting to mine that I felt he just didnt love me the same way I loved him etc and he would say STOP I love you.
Hahahahaha!..Well when you in your head answer your own question"am i headcase'..."no i'm not a headcase"..I wonder if that is two steps back or two steps forward..lol
Yeah good,cause I'm throwing this damn rubix cube across the room..Maybe it's my tendency to analzyze too being i have a psychology degree..who knows anymore..lol
shortway & this rubix-cube and I'm about to throw the damn thing
~~~ Keep Learning & Keep Healing ~~~
~~~~~ The best revenge is to survive and be victorious over it. Nobody can take from you what you don't give them.
I'm just coming to grips
yes it is madness..His real
Please admit NC is driving
Stop trying to drive him
GREAT ADVICE
Booooooo!!!!..noone is going
Don't worry about his suffering
His suffering isn't because of you
If being on that pedestal
Ok not suffering....but at
yes
out of curiosity
I think
Wondering if you are a
Hahahahaha!..Well when you
Yeah good,cause I'm throwing