is he going crazy now?
is he going crazy now?
It's been 2.5 weeks N free. The only relapse I had was answering his call a few days back after a day and half of not smoking and then letting him drive me crazy til I broke down crying and drove to the gas station for a pack of cigarettes. I've been smoking since.
But I want to know what he's thinking. Is he sitting there, wondering where it all went wrong? Depressed? Is he calling me a psycho-bitch? What does he feel? Is he hurt? Does he really believe all his lies or.... Hmmmm...as I type this, I am realizing the answer....
In his mind, it was ME. All my fault. Everything he said was true and I conjured up all the lies I knew he told.
Why do most of them come back over and over? Why don't they just move on to some other unsuspecting, trusting, smart, giving, kind woman?
Why does it kinda bother me to think he's out just having fun, no worries, no concern about the loss (me). And off he goes, to give someone else HSV-2 and then when she finds out she has it, she'll never suspect he could've given it to her because he'll have told her he's only been with his ex-wife like he told me.
I can promise there is no way I'll ever get back with him.
A) my family would think I am fucking nuts
B) I WOULD BE fucking nuts
C) I don't or will I ever trust him.
D) I got sick of sex everyday. EVERY DAY!
E) I feel better without him
F) I have my freedom back
G) I don't have to cook for him every night
H) I don't have to go to all his stupid softball
and soccer games (Its a NS for him because
he is the best on the team.)
I) I don't have to see how screwed up his 26 year
old son is who just got his 3rd DUI and blew
3 times the lilmit.
I could think of more but I these are more than enough, right???
Thanks for listening :)
that is a good bunch of
Jane - therapy
Thanks Barbara, I am doing
Jane
Jane
Jane
No I'm not in therapy. I
What if I was the one craving contact?
Jane
Thanks Barbara! I was
Hi Devoured_Soul, It is
Devouredsoul
devoured
I can relate so much to
Read between the lines
whatever2009
send it to hell; he'll get it there!
http://hubpages.com/hub/Married-to-a-Narcissist?preview
nolongercontrolled
yeah
the address to hell!!!
he's already crazy.