When?

Does my heart catch up with my head? Logically, I know the truth. It was all a lie, he's not a real person. I know I have loving family, friends, coworkers....but my heart just keeps hurting and that makes me angry. Is this normal?

On a side note....2 weeks before I caught him cheating he gave me diamond earrings. Of course, expensive and grand ( so he could show off). I have decided to sell them (for half their value) and I'm going to book my own "dream trip". Solo.