stalked!

I have been on this website for so long now, and have learned alot, aware of things. Sometimes i do get stuck still and am abit slow when it comes to blocking these narcs and his friends from fb. I guess i didnt want to appear rude?. I know i shouldnt care im doing it for me so my life can be peaceful. I felt like i did NC because i ignored the N completely when he tried contacting me, i was also avoiding his friends,etc. But even if the narc wasnt talking to me he had his friends stalking me. This has been going on for a year n half now. The stalking n harrassing. They saw i wasnt msging the friend back and he still msged me over 10x on his own without giving me my space to come to them. Its so fuckin creepy. The funny thing is the narc wanted to punish me lol thats why he didnt show attention to me n his fake love. He knew i wanted that before i knew he was disordered. So hes getting his buddies. A normal person would stop msging you once you ignored them manyy times. I messaged my crush once he ignored me, never did i bother him again.

I know this is not complete no contact because i have them on fb still, never blocked them yet. So they know shit n whats happening. Everytime they know i like someone else they harass me even more and wont stop. Plus i was talking to his friend few times becuz he wouldnt stop. Thats still all contact. I had him on fb because i never thought hed go crazy n stalk me. He hates that i put up boundaries, and trying NC. I never wished him a bday like i did before which he never thanked me. He dont have any supply so hes looking for me.

2 weeks ago the friend msged me again on fb for hundredth time. He wanted my bbm, i gave it to him i shouldnt have. First time i had him on last year i blocked him. It was right. He was so annoying. Wouldnt leave me alone no matter how much i distance myself. So this dude had a gf for 5 yrs but is complimenting my pics with smiles. Oviously the N was telling him. This was all last week. Then last saturday he msged me again without me coming first. He said heyy.

I got so pissed off, i stood up for myself towards them after so long. I called them out with their bullshit stalking. First time ever. Straight up. I confronted and said " hey is ....puttung you up to msg me always? If he is tell him to stop doing it i moved on. This is happening for 1 n half yrs now its not stopping. I wanted to tell you before it bothered me. If not im sorry." Of course he denied and said " no i havent talked to him for awhile honestly. If you dont believe me thats ok. Why do u think that?.". I told him because he hasnt been talking to me n before u started msging me he got another friend to do it. He said ohh its probably a coincidence. Lmaoo yea right. We women are too smart. We know uf we are being stalked by the narc. So i also said because you kept msging me million times n wouldnt stop. I ignored you many times still you did it. I need my space and if i want to talk ill come to you. He said yea true i understand dont worry.

So tell me the next day i get a fuckin like on my fb pic fro. From ex n. He never done that for a yr n half now plus yesterday he sent me a crying face on fb msg lmao. What he fuck does he want me to do?.so now hes pissed becuz im smart n know he got ppl to stalk me.

Its all my fault for keeping him on still n his friend to spy. On me. Im a stupid girl i know :(. This isnt nc, they wont leave me alone inless i block them completely. They will stalk forever. So even if i block him, he might come to my house uninvited to stalk again. Then theres a thing called restraining order! :). Its so embarassing i only went 5 dates n hes going crazy on me. I know his friend is scared to do it now they wont participate.

Ok ppl yell at me, tell me its my fault i never blocked him sooner. But remember i was the one who loved him it was hard to do it.

Thanks for listening and i will post soon to tell you ladies i blocked them finally once n for all. It will be today or any day now. We can celebrate. Being stalked is so fun. Lol no way! .