Disappointed
#1
Dec 10 - 10AM
SavingMyself
Disappointed
I'm disappointed with myself. I have been NC, last seen XN 7 weeks ago, his discard 4.5 months ago. I have furniture in his storage bcus I didn't have room for it but I'm moving and will now. I emailed him last night "I want to get my furniture and can arrange someone to meet you at storage so we don't have to see each other". I got an email confirmation he opened it but he hasn't replied. I've been spinning with self doubt; questioning his ST, if he's avoiding me bcus I'm truly crazy and that he's looking out for himself.
You know, keep the furniture.. the self doubt and halt in recovery wasn't worth the cost of new furniture.
I need to stop thinking!
No one said the thoughts just stop
You're Right Goldie
Saving, you move past this
spinning
Leaving a marriage for the freak
I understand, Saving, but
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It isn't that you need to
Thanks for your reply
"Knowing about his house
Saving, sweetheart, you
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What's the real reason you
Savingmyself
Saving, you have to try to
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You brought up a huge point,
Made an offer on a house...if
You're right
uh oh
I lost myself
Savingmyself
Savingmyself, I think DS'
It's hard to wrap your brain