leaving town

Has anyone ever moved away so they could get over this;? I think the only way for me to be free is to leave everything behind'
I was doing so good then the hovering then my sons and family issues; Then I got very sick and needed an ER;I fell short;
I just can't take another round; It lasted 3 weeks before I question a over friendly customer; That he seem to be going out of the way for;
Then I was discarded for the 10 time
He said I was bipolar and very sick and didn't even know it' LOL
I have told him that in the past'
Which I knew the leaving would happen it always does'
I don't love him How the hell can you love someone who has hurt you so many times;
He slipped in like always'
He is blocked on the phone now I went and had that done' and blocked on FB
But I feel like about two feet tall'
and I have to stop this from ever happing again'
I want to go forward with life; I hate to leave the house and job behind But I don't know why I cant get over the crazy loser'