Why I do no contact
Why I do no contact
It's not because I am strong, it's because I am so scared that if I do contact him he will ignore me or respond once or twice and then ignore me and I will feel even worse.
I feel like a fraud. I don't have willpower, just a horrible fear of rejection.
The only positive is that I think the longer he holds out, hopefully the more I'll move on. So far it's 1.5 weeks and I feel as horrible as ever.
If he contacted me today, I'd reply right away, and we'd be right back in frustration land. So it's probably good he is more stubborn than me ;)
I've had 5 serious relationships since my early 20's (I'm mid 40's now), and this one is by far the hardest I've ever faced.
It's his birthday soon. I guess I am meant to ignore that? He ignored my recent birthday, which stung (a lot).
Wonderful thread
NC is clearing out the toxin
Fab post, Dallas.... These
Thanx Kitka :)
Bahahaha!!!!
lol Kitka
Sweet dreams and Ohms,
'NC is like taking that small
Thanx Striped :)
Good for you, Striped, for
spinning
Thank you spinning. Just
you go no contact for you.
I don't contact because I
Thank you for that fefe65. :)
NC
No, I'm not the game playing
Another idea
I love this! NO CONTACT is
Yes, I know what you mean
Birthday
That's awful outoftheashes, I
what they all said
Thanks Trixy, I really do
You're not a fraud, he
It's scary that we give our
It doesn't matter why you
No good can come from contact
No Contact - gets easier