And the hits just keep coming

I am home with a couple hours kid free and a friend stops by and in conversation says "Guess who got married...and is honeymooning on the virgin islands... yeah right"...

now there is another person... just gone. Why do people think that information is fuckin' useful. I don't get it.

Why am I bothered by this? I don't get it. It isn't even been a year. He was "with me" thru the end of July. It's March. Less than a year. Why am I alone and him, xN, a human disaster predator, gets to be with someone.

I am angry. And this is the second time I typed this post cuz I mis-clicked.

I am tired and have been working alot and I am just sick of being affected by stupid useless pieces of information about that useless xN. And I still, after 8 friggin' months, wish that OW would really know the truth. I really do.

round3