Dear Diary....

I am an empath....an enabler....I let men walk all over me on a regular basis...

I had a good childhood...the greatest parents...what happened to me????

How did my self esteem get so far in the toilet that I think every other woman is superior????

Do I try too hard to be "the one"??? Do I cling like I'm drowning????

Do I just want someone to listen when I talk????

What the hell has happened to people???

How in the hell can I pick a narc out of a crowd????

Because I feel, I'm in a vast minority...

Why do I always "settle"????

Diary, I'm 248 days nc....yeah me (sarcastic undertone here)....

Diary, I am an empath....and sometimes....it hurts.....