Didn't Realize the Devastation
Didn't Realize the Devastation
I'm usually very clued into what's going on with me. Unfortunatley, I feel like I was hit by a bus and am feeling completely devasated on all levels. I thought I was "handling" all of this quite well but now realize that I'm NOT. I didn't know that with the death of the dream, I would feel like the rug was being ripped out from under my feet. I didn't count on the dead-limb, lead-filled-feeling that my whole body is experiencing. I've had some relationships end before but never felt like my whole world has crashed over my head like this!
What I want to know is: If he really didn't want our relationship, why did he act like he did? WHY put someone through this? Why write all the letters and ask all his friends and family what to do to keep me when he DIDN'T WANT ME? He will never, ever, ever understand what he's done. I will never understand it either. I don't know how to get over this. I really, really don't. I feel like I'm dead inside and want to just go to sleep forever.
How do you connect the dots and make any sense of their behavior? How do you ever love again?
its hard
Didn't realize the devistation
You are asking the right
Thank you Carolyn!
Before It's Too Late!
illness
Neveragain
Lisa, You Get It!
Neveragain
wow!
I can relate!
Whatever & Amanda
Lisa
Amanda
Amanda
quietude
yes
All your life you were
Neveragain.
neveragain
Hi neveragain
Mack Truck
Narcissists Re-Visited
Neveragain
LISA! You're so understanding
Thanks Neveragain
Thank you Echo and Barbara
Getting better every day
Paloma
We are glad you're her
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