Contact does equal pain
Contact does equal pain
Over the weekend, I was sad. Sad and crying over my failed relationship. Not missing him, but who he was and my family.
So over the weekend, the ex got an overdue invoice. I sent him a text and said that he has a bill that is overdue, a bill for the company we dissolved. Then his brother came upstairs that morning, and I mentioned to him that my ex has an overdue invoice.
So the shit storm started again this morning. He called and left a voicemail. I text him back about the bill again. Then he left another voicemail calling me a liar and I exagerate everything and I am mental.
So then (don't kill me) I called him to explain the bill that came in and gave him instructions on how to handle it. Well he did not like what I had to say and started yelling at me and calling me names again. This is exactly why I hate talking to him on the phone and in person. I told him this, and then he went on and on about how I kicked him out, and they he would have stayed if i didn't. What the hell? I said I gave you 7 years, and thats enough. I didn't realize I had the power over you to chose your path in life with getting married and having a baby.
I don't know why I let him contact me and I engaged. I hate myself right now, and I am disappointed in myself. In a few texts he said to go find another man to treat like shit and try to control. Control what exactly?
Seems to me that he can't stop blaming me for everything, again 5 months later, nothing but blame and name calling.
I am so mad at myself.
Hope you are ok EJ, just
He is a big f'kn baby.
Journey on...
Also, I hope this helps you
Journey on...
and just to entertain for a
Deidre - this is what he
and he will say them for
Yes, you are all right. I am
i can understand
Actually, when I contacted
Right
I will never get vaidation
That's right
EJ
You go back, because you
My father was a narc. Cheated
Don't ever
Isn't that crazy? I have
You're getting it
Burrito - This is one of the
Believe in yourself!
Terri
LOL, please talk my ear off.
You can't cut the narc out,
I had the same issues with my
Believe in yourself!
Terri
I can relate to what terri
Terri
Terri - you are right, only I
I don't like to think that
Believe in yourself!
Terri
Ding ding
:( I'm sorry you keep going
And I just reread his retorts
Why