ive signed for the flat

I have signed for the flat i went to see today.
I cant have the keys till next week as it needs repairs.

I admit i am in denial about all this, i AM reading all the posts over and over but i do know im still finding it hard to accept what he is.....even though its as plain as day.

My history with this man says enough.

Of course hes going to say what i want to hear ....thats his way of keeping me with him.
I could see this morning that he didnt mean what he said last night and he didnt even have to say a word to me.

I know the only way im going to see him for what he is , is to go no contact.
Its going to be hard but im going to do it because i deserve better like everyone else does on this board.

Im sorry i lost it last night .
You were ALL correct in what you said......

Thank you

Tracey x