HELP !!

I cant beleive im going to write what im going to write...

i think hes talked me into staying and i dont know how hes done it.......

im looking at a flat tomorrow and i cant leave without tellin him how i feel , i think i owe him that......
i think hes talked me into staying....

i feel like im having a major meltdown...
deep down i know i should go........i do think going is right........why do i feel so guilty now?????

i told him i cant stay because i just dont feel loved and the way he treats me is just so wrong.....
he said he does love me and im just thinking too much?.......he said i need to get out and get a job so im not staying in the house all day thinking.......

my head is in bits now :-(