Today is day 9 NC.

I'm reevaluating everything about the relationship and realizing everything and going through the steps. I get angry, sad, and then depressed and then angry and then fine. Today I'm fine. I start my therapy sessions today. I am nervous about this. I don't even know where to start. I really hope this help me out. I had a dream about the N 1 night ago and woke up in tears. I hate him so much.