Feeling responsible for the disaster
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May 29 - 8PM
Feeling responsible for the disaster
I feel responsible for my own downfall, because he was Jekyll and Hyde from the very beginning. I made most of the effort to contact him, in an effort to prove that I was worthy of friendship, love, respect, whatever. Sometimes he'd grant me these things, and I was over the moon, that my misgivings about him were wrong. But now he has devalued and discarded me, and I have gone NC. Even my friends, family and shrink think that I had a lot to do with this, and that a mentally healthier person would have fucked him off as a sadistic loser a long time ago..... how do I cope with this?
If he was not disordered, or
I just want too add that
Walkingonsunshine, you're
If we all fell in love with dirtbags and ....
We are the ones that Aunt Alex
Helpmeheal, the first red
Walking, you wrote:
I will reply without reading
A Different Take....
Interesting article
i used to try to fix things & prove my worthiness
This is not co-dependency
LondonTeacher, I am so glad
There's an article from that
the Narc is more messed up than you even thought possible
Kollontai, I had to hear the
People that have not been