Thinking..

Thinking about how whenever I told the N something bothered me . Or hurt me .. He would then start doing it. Like I told him I didnt like it when he slept on the couch .. Even if we were fighting because thats what my parents did and it really bothered me.. So then he started falling asleep on couch. Or how after five years together .. Him never standing me up.. Or blowing me off. After we separated and we were trying to work on marriage I told him I was afraid of him blowing me off .. Cancelling last minute.. He then started doing that! What the hell kind of man goes out of his way to do the things I told him hurt me?? Ugh. SICK!